Sleepchild
At first I forget almost everything
about her but in the early morning
in my sleep a thirteen-year-old girl
with a name I can’t remember fights
up through the floor to me, even
now is burning a hole in the page,
annoyed that I can’t really hear her
since she won’t say it loud but she
says she’s with child. Wants it away
and I’m not sure she should, though
I don’t want anyone saying no to her,
either. I want a secret society to have
her for a year, just not judge her,
watch her through it either way
and after, send her off to school. She
seems so smart. Or if an undersea
city could absorb her so she can be
as watery as she wants, except far
from the rush of sharks. And meanwhile
something born or unborn in her
will need a name but at least by then
she will find a day to walk out from my
dream. Not as some haunted woman who
wants her own life, but first has to wait
while I fish her back up from the dark.
Laurinda Lind lives in New York’s North Country, close to Canada. Some of her writing is in Blue Earth Review, New American Writing, Paterson Literary Review, and Spillway; also in anthologies What I Hear When Not Listening: Best of The Poetry Shack & Fiction, Vol. I (Sonic Boom), and Civilization in Crisis (FootHills Publishing). She is a Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net nominee.
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