Coral Reefs We flew to San Salvador, eastern-most island of the Bahamas, to dive in clear waters, where grouper followed us like huge puppies. We traversed the wall of a coral reef to sixty feet deep, descended slowly, remembering to exhale, not hold our breaths, one eye on our pressure gauges. Staghorn, brain, gorgonian ferns— bright red and orange corals, where angelfish waited for us in pairs, clownfish, big toothed parrotfish we could hear munching on corals. Triggerfish nibbled our gloves. More than thirty years ago, before the first bleaching. Now comes the third. Tropical reefs lose their color, die, taking the ecosystem of plankton and fish with them into the realm of dodo birds, dinosaurs, and giant sloths. Amid the Sixth Extinction, yet we go on. Blind, we drink our coffee, read email, watch reality TV, which speaks nothing of the reality of pelagic plastic. The Great Ocean Garbage patch is growing, already twice the size of the United States. In the news, another cargo ship down in rough seas one thousand feet deep. Thirty-three crew sleep forever. Blame the weather.
Everything is Drying T-shirts on a rack in the laundry room, dishes and my pasta pot on the drainboard, book spines crack next to the woodstove, except when they mold in summer humidity. My skin is flaky, crepey, and cracked, my nose sore all winter. Prolonged drought out west, sandy land where there was once a marina. Lakebeds’ clay bottoms, submerged cars revealed. Inside, the bones of a woman missing forty years. The earth is cracked, not crying. In Haiti, Tropical Storm Grace dumps two feet of rain after another earthquake. They wait for drying. Houses broken, soaked, an anger stoked. The Colorado River will soon be dry. Our world turns and burns. It’s trying to throw us off. In the distance, sirens and a wailing dog. A weather alert warns of dense fog.
Joan Mazza has worked as a microbiologist and psychotherapist, and taught workshops on understanding dreams and nightmares. She is the author of six books, including Dreaming Your Real Self, and her poetry has appeared in The Comstock Review, Prairie Schooner, Poet Lore, Slant, and The Nation. She lives in rural central Virginia and writes every day.