When Wildness is the Only Solace
A forest fire in Oregon
burns through miles of town;
ash obscures the sky.
There is nowhere left to live.
I travel a thousand miles
to an ancient trailer
gripping the foothills
of the Bighorn Mountains.
At first, I embrace alpenglow,
bear tracks, lupine,
paintbrush, turquoise lakes.
Then winter descends.
Blizzards hurl wind
and ice at the walls
for months. Grief comes
in waves. When I sleep,
bears, bison, and wild horses
gather on the edge
of my dreams. Their steamy
breath keeps me alive.
After more than a year
of exile, despair creeps
into my solitude.
Where is home?
I finally move into the sun.
My thawing bones remind
me that I know
what to do to survive:
Do not carry regrets
or bitterness. Listen
to aspen trees. Carve poems
out of slate gray clouds.
Sip mist from waterfalls.
Inhale the scent of mint
and sage swirling under layers
of wind. On the darkest nights,
I dive into the Milky Way
and swim as far as I can go.
Libré Cory is a writer and teacher. She has deep roots in Oregon, but is currently living in Wyoming. The land and wildlife of both places influences her writing and survival. Her poems have recently appeared in Humana Obscura and Unbroken. Her work has previously appeared in Snowy Egret, Fireweed, and Dog River Review. Libré holds an MFA from the Rainier Writing Workshop.